My Disease
I’ve had some good time but the disease is here now
I can’t stop the big wheel turn and now it is my time
Only one way out of this body cell that’s mine
I can’t stop thinking I can’t avoid the bullet in my mind
Allow me to die or I’ll do it myself
That’s my own life and I beg you to pray
You see me alive but I’m dead for a while
Only one thing on my mind, jump on the other side
I’m not afraid to die, no place is worse than mine
Being trapped on this body mind is no sustainable life
Allow me to die or I’ll do it myself
That’s my own life and I beg you to Pray
Let me die !
They tell me what seems good in their god’s name not mine
But I’m the only one in this and that’s my one left right
I’ve made up my mind and that’s no suicide
The only place I dream of now is this no pain world, no lie
Allow me to die or I’ll do it myself
That’s my own life and I beg you to pray
You’ve got to pray !